Inside I'm screaming 'I love you'

Saturday, June 11, 2005

Those words fell on deaf ears.

I wondered to myself yesterday, in the car with dad going to aunt's place for dinner. What do I wanna ask or tell God when I meet Him someday? I wanna thank him for everyone in my life. Every one of them made a difference in my life & I love all of them. I'm grateful for having them. (: & I wanna thank Him for what my parents had done for me all these while. Thanks to them, if not, there wouldn't be me, standing here today. I also wanna thank him for all those obstacles. All those made me learnt. It made me realise what's important in life & what's wrong, what's right. I love God :]

I wanna ask God, how is He able to give out SO MUCH love while I can't. I just wanna shower love to all whom showered too much love on me. Especially that someone special (: I want her to know that I'd always here for her, I've been always caring for her & I ~~love~~ her a lot. I wanna ask God why he made life so unfair for some, while people like me got everything I want & other don't. I wanna ask God if he could exchange my life with that someone special, channel all her pain & worries to me & bring my joy & happiness to her. I'm willing to. I want to see her happy. I don't mind taking her place. If we gotta exchange our lives, I would. I just want to see her happy. I wanna ask God why He made memories, why He made things past by so fast & why didn't He made our love last longer. :\ Well, I STILL thank God for those memories :]

Enough of the HOLYness :] No one's home now. Michy just went off to her friend's place. (: I'm so fucking bored. Some bitch tried to screw me on blogskins. Whatever!

Go listen to Corrinne May's songs. I've downloaded all. They're beautiful. (: I love. <3

My eyes are starting to itch, SHIT!

Later!

one more try, baby
i love you.

; stick with you